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spray paint

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unrelenting love

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listening to my heart race

thinking of my future wrinkly face

will i be in love with HIM then?

will my heart race as an eighty year old when i talk of my ABBA?

will my kids love jesus more than santa?

or

will i forget?

will i not share the realities of YAHWEH?

will i die in silence?

"abandon me to your praise"

we sang this on sunday at church.

it is haunting me.

when i say that i want to mean it.

is the endless praise of GOD what i have been abandoned in?

or

am i abandoned in my own self-pity?

my pride?

my own glory?

oh that i would seek the praise of the ALMIGHTY above all else in my short existence.

let my words be more than just words.

let my life be the testimony he desires.